As I sat up and looked for my top. It was on the marbled floor somewhere between the side stool and the sofa. My Pepsi bottle showed I had only taken half of this content, while some was still in the glass cup he gave me. Taking a deep breath, I went for my top adjusting my bra as I did.
How did I even get here? How did I allow Victor to have taken off my blouse? It happened so fast, as I allowed the love of my life kiss and caress me in a way I had never experienced. Victor had made me fall in love with him after he saw how hard I played to get.
All my friends especially Gbemi and Wura; my right hand girls as I fondly called them,had vowed that I would never go out with a corper in our service year because they knew I was the kind of lady who had marriage in view as the reason why I would go into relationship. And where I was, not only making their vow useless but also carried away by some hot handsome brother who I could not resist.
I remembered telling Wura that I was going to pay Victor a visit. '' Ah, Hilda, alone?'' exclaimed Wura. '' I know how much you both love each other and you have nevered visited Victor all alone, are you sure I shouldn't come along with you so from there we go for fellowship together? '' Cheii, you this my friend, don't you trust me, besides you know he isn't feeling well, he's got malaria. '' I answered Wura with her eyes popping at me like I was going to eat the forbidden fruit.
If only she knew what I had gotten myself into, I said under my breath recalling how she advised she went with me to visit Victor.
I had grabbed my top beneath the side stool and started fidgeting with the buttons trying to put it back on and didn't know when Victor returned into the sitting room and a quick gaze of his bulging eyes at my black push up bra arrested my attention.
''Hey baby, we can't be stopping now, '' Victor's words shot down my ears. ''I have the condom now,'' he continued as my countenance fell.
He moved closer and tried to cuddle me again. My body ached and responded to his touch. I wanted more. I looked again at my blouse. It's pink polka dots on white background reminded me of my purity vow- "O Lord, make me white as snow. Let my wedding night be the first day that blood drips on my white sheet."
Would I break my vow today?
I wish I had broken my promise to visit him in the first place. Better still, I wish I allowed Wura come along with me when she offered to accompany me. What was I even thinking?, still the No-man-can-make-me-fall-before-my-wedding-night mentality. Yet when I had stepped into his apartment, I felt like an angel on a rescue mission.
Victor was lying coldly on the sofa, wrapped in a thick blanket and I was beside him. He had quietly sat up, leaned on me and his words, "I love you," melted my soul. Our long soft talk while I massaged his aching chest had resulted in our first kiss.
To Be Continued...
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Hmm. Wisdom is the principal thing.
ReplyDeleteIf she actually wants to maintain her purity before marriage, should rather flee at this point.
The guy's action has clearly shown that he is not in the relationship for them to end as married couple.
He could possibly have taken a bet on the lady that he would defile her in anyway possible ,knowing her stand for purity.
Thank you Mr Anonymous, you have said so much wisdom in this comment of yours but do you think she really gave in considering her stance all this while? Well part two is jist around the corner. Thanks again
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